Three months passed by and so much has happened. It's amazing how time flies when we are living life.I felt in love, I pledged to help others again, I'm back in school and I'm living life one day at a time.
Despite my happiness on a daily basis. It's not always flower and rainbows. But it doesn't matter how difficult life turn out to be, we need to keep smelling the roses and moving on.
Sometimes it seems impossible to start over or to keep going but it's a must. If we want to achieve out dreams and goals of life: "the show must go on."
Sometimes it seems impossible to start over or to keep going but it's a must. If we want to achieve out dreams and goals of life: "the show must go on."
In these past three months I learned so much and I met new people, made new friends, got new hopes and other visions of life but even though sometimes things that are not in my control happened and I get discouraged.
Today is one of those days. I got to think that in life we need others to help us achieve our dreams but not everyone is willing to give up their time to help you out. That is my frustration right now. All I need from that person is time. I'm not asking for money or favors, just time. Time, so I can keep going on my steps towards to a better life and achieving my goals. So, today I was denied time and tears of frustration and anger of myself came up. Frustration because in some way I depend on that person and anger, from myself for being in this position. I could have been where I want to be, long time ago but for some reason I let slip and now I want it more then ever.
Then I have thoughts of all those of my friends who are living the lives they wanted to live. And I get jealous. I envy their success but not in a way that I wish them bad vibes. In a way that, one day I also will be having the life I want to have.
Today is one of those days. I got to think that in life we need others to help us achieve our dreams but not everyone is willing to give up their time to help you out. That is my frustration right now. All I need from that person is time. I'm not asking for money or favors, just time. Time, so I can keep going on my steps towards to a better life and achieving my goals. So, today I was denied time and tears of frustration and anger of myself came up. Frustration because in some way I depend on that person and anger, from myself for being in this position. I could have been where I want to be, long time ago but for some reason I let slip and now I want it more then ever.
Then I have thoughts of all those of my friends who are living the lives they wanted to live. And I get jealous. I envy their success but not in a way that I wish them bad vibes. In a way that, one day I also will be having the life I want to have.
I'm not afraid of working hard, I'm not afraid of challenges, I'm a human being who makes mistakes and learn from them. I know I have good intentions and a good heart.
Now, I just need time. Time to prepare myself to the next step of my life. Despite the lemons, I know I will make it.
Now, I just need time. Time to prepare myself to the next step of my life. Despite the lemons, I know I will make it.
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